Thank you for reading, D! *hugs* I'm glad you liked it. I'm sorry that I haven't replied before; it's true that I was busy with uni, but I also needed to clarify my thoughts.
Well, I think this will be long and I'm SO SORRY in advance for what I'm going to write. I hope I can express myself clearly because I don't want to hurt you or anything.
I must admit that the second part of your comment surprised me greatly; at first I thought that somebody talked with you or something. I feel a bit left out because I don't have twitter and it seems that the "twitter girls" know each other better and they are more supportive of the "members". I also have to confess that in my paranoid moments I did think that you avoided me...*hides in a dark corner* There was this unexplainable coldness I sensed between us.
I hope I haven't been acting like a dick lately (I know I did, but...O.o) and maybe that's why you noticed that I was so coarse. The truth is I hated myself because I had bad thoughts about most of my LJ friends; when I got back the Xmas card I sent you for the second time that fuelled even more my stupid and causeless anger. You cannot imagine how low I felt when I found out about your surgery. :/ I was worried about such trivial things.
Well, I think my reply is quite confusing and I really hope that you won't be mad at me, I'd hate that! :( I'm sorry, I just developed this stupid paranoia and I shouldn't let it affect me so much. If you read this ramble, you're a hero! I just want you to know that I don't have any bad feelings toward you and I hope you can forgive me.
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Well, I think this will be long and I'm SO SORRY in advance for what I'm going to write. I hope I can express myself clearly because I don't want to hurt you or anything.
I must admit that the second part of your comment surprised me greatly; at first I thought that somebody talked with you or something. I feel a bit left out because I don't have twitter and it seems that the "twitter girls" know each other better and they are more supportive of the "members". I also have to confess that in my paranoid moments I did think that you avoided me...*hides in a dark corner* There was this unexplainable coldness I sensed between us.
I hope I haven't been acting like a dick lately (I know I did, but...O.o) and maybe that's why you noticed that I was so coarse. The truth is I hated myself because I had bad thoughts about most of my LJ friends; when I got back the Xmas card I sent you for the second time that fuelled even more my stupid and causeless anger. You cannot imagine how low I felt when I found out about your surgery. :/ I was worried about such trivial things.
Well, I think my reply is quite confusing and I really hope that you won't be mad at me, I'd hate that! :( I'm sorry, I just developed this stupid paranoia and I shouldn't let it affect me so much. If you read this ramble, you're a hero! I just want you to know that I don't have any bad feelings toward you and I hope you can forgive me.
*hugs*